"The last enemy that shall be destroyed is death."

This may sound Evil, But think about How true it is.

I often wondered in my childhood, Why someone cries and suffer much for the death of their relatives and friends. now i'm experiencing it. Today (fateful Jan 21 again),One of my good friend Prakasam joins in my Deadmen list and i realize how much it hurts. It makes us feel lonely and fear it. The mere thought about the dead ones who won't come in our life agian drives me mad.

All our religions, philosophies advices us to show love to every one. We show our love to someone(if not to everyone) and suffer when some of them passes away.Death of our friends and loved ones makes us go crazy.It's cause Severe pain in our Heart.

Is this the prize for the love we show towards them. I just can't understand the ethics of human life. This love , it may be in any forms, leads us to the peak of joy and happiness, but the same leads us to life long sorrow at the end.

This is why God created us, to suffer and die?. I regret to be born with this Sixth Sense. Which, to me means nonsense. Look at the butterfly, though it's lifespan is small , they live as happy as they can and Die away merrily. We just born as human, brought up amidst of problem, live with problems and die with problems. I Really hate to be born as Human in next birth, if there is any.

With Eyes full of Tears
Bala Subramaniam