"The last enemy that shall be destroyed is death."

This may sound Evil, But think about How true it is.

I often wondered in my childhood, Why someone cries and suffer much for the death of their relatives and friends. now i'm experiencing it. Today (fateful Jan 21 again),One of my good friend Prakasam joins in my Deadmen list and i realize how much it hurts. It makes us feel lonely and fear it. The mere thought about the dead ones who won't come in our life agian drives me mad.

All our religions, philosophies advices us to show love to every one. We show our love to someone(if not to everyone) and suffer when some of them passes away.Death of our friends and loved ones makes us go crazy.It's cause Severe pain in our Heart.

Is this the prize for the love we show towards them. I just can't understand the ethics of human life. This love , it may be in any forms, leads us to the peak of joy and happiness, but the same leads us to life long sorrow at the end.

This is why God created us, to suffer and die?. I regret to be born with this Sixth Sense. Which, to me means nonsense. Look at the butterfly, though it's lifespan is small , they live as happy as they can and Die away merrily. We just born as human, brought up amidst of problem, live with problems and die with problems. I Really hate to be born as Human in next birth, if there is any.

With Eyes full of Tears
Bala Subramaniam

Sujatha.....

Read Sujatha's "Aaah" for the third time in my life...... The first time was when it was being published in Aanatha Vikatan....in 1992. I was 8 years old at that time. I dont know what i would have understood as an 8 year old. But i still remember that I used to read it every week,

The second read was during my vacation in the ninth standard. I still remember that I did not sleep for the whole night that day. Not that I was frightened. It was simply that I got too much involved in the story, that i started imagining that everything happened to me and that kept me awake the whole night.

Now reading it for the third time, a lot of questions arise. There seems to be a lot of pieces missing in the story. The biggest missing piece is the fourth pillar "Pandari". Where is that guy?
Why didn't Dinesh try to meet the yogi again? Sharma tried to kill Jayalakshmi to avenge his own death, Jayalakshmi killed Gopalan to avenge her death, "Pandari" rightfully should have tried to avenge them both.

Of the four only Gopalan could have died a peaceful death, the rest all could not have reincarnated and they should also be as spirits. If not it contradicts that Sharma alone could not reincarnate....

Questions aside, this is the one of the best supernatural thrillers. Why cant they make movies like this. All we get is some crap story like ATM or as usual some ghost story. Makes me wish that I could make a film. The only film that can be made with my resources are animation movies. I have doubts if an animation movie can handle the subjects I have in mind......Let me continue later after I get together my thoughts.